My title says it all.

I think I'm okay-looking, not pretty but not ugly either. But I've been told that I'm ugly, seriously? But I swear I think I look alright. Yeah prolly I look really bad in photos and I have a big face and high forehead and small eyes and flat nose and big mouth but I do look average don't I?

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I have been feeling really angsty these past few days and people haven't been hesitating to step on my toes. Obviously they had no clue I'm in a really bad mood. But still I hate you, all of you who managed to piss me off unknowingly!

Sucks living in Singapore. What I know about the news?

Jack Neo's scandal and Xiaxue's wedding.

Seriously Jack Neo takes up half of the newspaper!! You can go on flipping for like 3 pages all Jack Neo. Fucking stop it please I am NOT interested. I am not interested in seeing him apologise or girls claiming he fucked them. His business has got nothing to do with me. Yah audiences are disappointed why this talented man so fucked up but come on lah he is human afterall. After everything, I think his wife is still the one who got hurt the most. I don't understand why she still forgives him! If I were her I'd fucking take parang and chop his balls off, divorce him and take all the kids, and forbid them to ever see their father again!



No woman needs a man like that!

Dogs making friends. Mad cute!!

No matter what you tell me, I won't listen.
No matter what you tell me, I won't follow.
No matter what you tell me, I won't behave.


I don't want to, and I have my rights to. If I hate you, I really hate you. If I hate you, there's no way we can be friends, and there's no way I will take you neutrally. No way I want good things to go your way.

If I hate you, I'll want everything bad to happen in your life. I'll want you to get bad results, I'll want you to have bad relationships, I'll want you to get into the worst shit ever that every moment you are out of your house a bird shits on your head.

Everything you do will be an eyesore. I'm sorry I get very affected if I hate you. I could even cut your hair off.

You know what.
Thank God I'm Not God.
Imagine what I'll do to you if I'm God and I hate you.

I don't mean to be so fucking uncouth but you fucking mothercb teacher look down on retainees is it! What bloody 3-year course you think it's a disgrace?!

It takes really long to get over that feeling of remorse and now you wanna ruin it. What is it you want man. How can you discriminate like that for hell's sake you are a motherfucking TEACHER! And a senior one too! You yourself said your son is in polytechnic, 3-year course also okay! Your son best la, he go poly 3 years can, we go JC 3 years cannot lah! Something is wrong with your mind, fucking wrong.

I hate you and your lessons I don't need to learn english from you I can learn somewhere else I WILL find somewhere else to learn! Since you don't even welcome retainees in your class, chasing us off to poly even.

_|_ YOU.



And I am never watching Jack Neo's movies ever again. Why those girls wanna fuck one ugly liang po po?! Those girls must have really bad taste, so ugly, no fashion sense, no nothing.

Holy Mama.
I feel better about myself now.

Today, I saw a deaf and dumb man. He was with a woman and a boy. I assume they are his wife and son. It's hard to guess their relationship because they are not standing like how married couples do. The woman seemed to be ashamed of knowing him. They were conversing in sign language, and the boy was just walking around in circles, looking as bored as he possibly could, and kept saying, "We're waiting for the bus!"

The boy's not mad, we were at the bus stop waiting for the bus.

The man seemed to care a lot for the boy, looking at him every few seconds and wiping his sweat off for him. As a stranger, I could see the love the man had for the boy. It's so obvious.


I didn't give much thought to the man and his (family?) until we boarded the bus. The woman just went ahead and sat at the back of the bus, ignoring the boy and the man. Whereas the man was trying so hard to get the boy to sit with him. He pulled the boy as an indication that he wanted the boy to sit with him, but the boy struggled and started shouting, and proceeded to run to the back of the bus to find the woman.

I could see the immense embarrassment on the man's face. If they were indeed a family, which is pretty obvious, why would the woman treat the man like that?




It really gets me thinking that nothing in life is ever beautiful. You believe you can trust this somebody, and you love this somebody with all your heart and soul, but you never know if this somebody feels the same way for you. You might one day get betrayed, and one day get abandoned because of your physical flaws. Nobody is perfect, yet the ugliest person with the most flaws do not realise that but instead wants every person around him/her to be perfect.

Is the woman embarrassed of having a deaf and dumb spouse? Maybe. But it doesn't make her appear any better in public, she avoiding the man is clearly a public display of how wrong her character is.

But I guess this is best left for us all to ponder, about life.

Had PE today and ran 2.8km in the longest time ever. Ended up vomiting. ): Puked my milo out cus that's all I had!

Bahaha lesson learnt: Fucking eat something before PE lessons.



I feel like life is so empty. I'm like nothing but just an empty shell, I seriously have no idea what I'm going to school for. To learn? No, if it were to learn I wouldn't have retained. To play? No that's not what I go to school for. Then what!

It's pissing the hell out of me and I'm getting these random mood changes which alternate every 2 minutes. I love Grace, I love Joshua, but I love Jacinta Evelyn and Jeslyn more than ever.

But I can't go running to JEJ every single time. They have A levels to study for. :/

Then again, I don't like girls in general, and neither do I trust boys. Girls are generally bitchy and mean and they are the best backstabbers. Boys however are nice and friendly, but you never know when to trust them and when not to. Yah yah I have trust issues okay?!


I don't know how to ever trust a boy. Sometimes I wonder why they're the ones with the energy and the inclination to dominate. Girls should just be the women behind them.

You know how girls have those attitude problems? Hate girls like that. But guys who are really chauvinistic? They are not any better either.


Don't you agree that men and women have to live together and they are complements of each other? Men can never survive without women and vice versa. Imagine the guys doing it themselves every single time - they will end up with sores on their hands! Or imagine the guys start sodomizing each other.. OR imagine guys giving each other heads! =.=


See! Men can never live without women. They need women. They need visual attraction to lead to their brain stimulation which further leads to their sexual desires. Every step requires a woman, probably a really hot one.


Now, whoever said girls don't need boys? Most girls don't but it's not like you and I haven't seen horny girls before. Already have one that I know. Fucking disgusting. Girls like that seriously don't deserve the least bit of sympathy when they end up getting STIs/STDs, or pregnant. They reap what they have sowed. Whatever you do, somewhere out there someone's watching, and there's always a consequence.


Ladies, no, SLUTS, continue living your lifestyles the way you like it. Indulge yourselves in men and their brainless dicks, because it is exactly women like you that actually compliment women like me.


I don't understand girls who have to cheat on their measurements and beautify them. I don't understand girls who have to have the best accessory in the world, like Gucci Prada Chanel LV VS. For what? To flaunt? Seriously nobody's gonna look at those branded goods you own and exclaim, "Oh my goddddd! I'm so envious where did you get that! I wish I had as much money as you!"

=.= That's really really simple minded.

People would just go, Oh branded, also don't know real one or not but who cares it doesn't bother me.


Why do girls like to think so highly of their own figures? They can be flat as an airport runway and still claim they are really of a certain cup size. Woman, don't you realise if you're really an A cup, you can't fit into a B cup no matter what? Yes you can go get all the paddings you want and stuff them in, if not you can stuff 5 boxes of tissues in each boob, but nobody's gonna look at you and go, "Wah her boobs so big!"

And if you want guys to think, "Damn this girl is so hot check out her boobs!" It's just making yourself a slut no less than a whore. What for you want to show off your assets to the whole world? You seriously think ugly guys with pus-ready-to-spurt-out-anytime acne-filled faces and with skinny skeletal white bodies deserve to see what you've got underneath those clothes? Do you think acting pretty would make people like you more?


It's all in the character! Seriously I cannot tahan girls like that! Yah I mean I stand to gain what cus no decent guys would want girls like that and I have more guys to choose from. ^^


Now whoever says I can't judge those girls? I'm telling you I can because I am a female with a proper functioning brain, and I don't cheat on my proportions, I don't obsess over branded and I don't show off what I have.