I am dumb.. I am fucking dumb... Why do I never ever say the correct things why do I always piss you off!!? Jo why are you such an idiot?! What the fuck is wrong with you!?




I'm sorry... I really really love you I never ever meant to... I'm sorry I'm so stupid I'm sorry I'm so dumb.....

Any guy who loves his girlfriend would feel the heartache whenever she cries... But you don't...

What happened to the sweet dear you I used to have...

Would you be happier without me..?

Wish I could be with you on your special day.

Why aren't you protecting me when I'm the one who's hurt... Why must you get angry with me again when I just want to know the reason...

Jo, no more insecurities. No more.

All the things I do for you, you never ever appreciate them

Just how important am I to you? From all the times you talk to somebody else like they are so high priority I know where I stand now. I know it's not who you say it is but I have no choice but to take it.

Everytime the only thing that keeps me from mentioning a break up is the reminder of who you were before... Each time I just cling on to the hope that you'd be like before instead of the person you are now... But it doesn't seem to be happening and each day you just seem to get worse I don't know what to do im sick of crying my eyes swollen everytime im tired of being the only one who seems to want this relationship I'm rly rly hurt my heart rly aches it's like a part of me is already dead

Let me bring you through our relationship for one last time... Those are beautiful memories I would never forget... They are everything to me and I hope you'll never forget them too...

My life is full of horrible people.